finally, an update.

It's little pictures like this one, that remind me how beautiful life is.

I took this picture standing on my front lawn.


Life is definitely a beautiful thing. Many of us seem to waste it. Many of us make mistakes, and fix it. Many of us don't. I've really grown as a person over the past few years. I think I've grown more than I have the past few months, than I ever have my whole entire life. My eyes have never been completely shut, unlike others. I like to be aware of my surroundings, but when you're caught up in a mess, you tend to go blind. I went blind, for a long time. I lost my way. It really took a toll on me. At least, I took my consequences and dealt with them. Some seem to run away from their problems, only to find out that it will bite you in the ass later. I've had my ups and my downs. I've been through what I needed to go through, and I'm glad I'm done with it. I can see things more clearly. It's amazing how so many experiences or few people can change the way you look at things.

There are 2 people I'd really like to thank for sticking by me through out the years. Paizley Lee and Adham Taman. They've basically been there since day 1. It's not about who was there with me through it, it's about who actually went through all of this with me. I think it's safe to say those two people have really been there for me. I've come to realize that the world isn't as bad as I thought it was. Recently, I've gotten closer to a few people, who are actually worth of my friendship. I really appreciate that. It's been awhile since I could actually trust someone.

On a lighter note, the weather has been getting colder. This will be another lonely winter, but I don't mind. I think I like being alone. The winter season makes me depressed sometimes. I think I like being depressed though, but doesn't everyone? I am still content with my life. I've been just content for a long time. I still haven't found my happy. I'm sure it'll come one day, when the time is right. For now, it's back to waiting. For awhile, I was impatient. There really is no rush though. Rushing would just put me into a situation I wouldn't want to be in. Then again, I never do things I don't want to do.

I've run out of things to say, so I'll just end it with a few more pictures.












I'm still learning. The End.