Sunday, September 6, 2009

small quick update

I am completely in love with this:

These two are in SF already and are down for Labor day weekend.
I already miss them so much. :SIGH:


I hung out with Paizley this morning and it was really nice.
Happy birthday Mom (Aunt Gaby, Pai's mom)

I want my peacock foot tattoo already!

ANYWAYS, I've grown up a lot since before. Good for me.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

update! finally.

I used to be a Livejournal kind of person.
I am now a HUGE Tumblr user..
Never been a fan of Blogspot to be honest.

BUT! Maybe.. I'll start using this again.
We'll see. It really depends on how bored I get.

HEY THOUGH! This is me lately.
I've been eating, drinking, & smoking wayyy too much.
So excuse me if I'm a little on the heavy side.
It'll go away soon enough. I just need to work out.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009


Blogspot is ugly and boring to me.
I'm not going to use it anymore. Ha.

Look at my other journals if you're interested.
The links are to the left. Peace out & enjoy.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Monday, March 23, 2009

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


This is what happens when I'm bored. Pictures of myself. AWESOME! Anyways, this is is me lately.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

blah blah blah

I'm getting a tattoo down my spine in Hebrew.
From the top to 3/4 of my back.
I don't want it to go all the way down.
That would look like a tramp stamp.
No thank you!

"The great art of life is sensation, to feel that exist, even in pain."

I need to touch up my inside right arm tattoo.
Also, I need to bring my camera out more often.
I'm just so caught up in everything right now.

I love my friends. I love my family.
My past has taught me so many things.

I'm sleepy. Goodnight.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

oh fuck yeah

No more "freaking" at Walnut High School.
They recently just banned it. That sucks.

I have only been to one high school dance out of my 4 years of high school.
Yes, that is partly my fault. I don't blame anyone else, except myself.
I told myself I would definitely go to Prom. Now, it's just not appealing.
All that money would be a total waste to me. I understand that it's about
being with your friends and enjoying yourself. But, it's just not the same!

Nonetheless, I am still going to go to Prom. Hopefully I find a date? Not likely.
I just wish this rule didn't apply until after we left. Yes, I am selfish.
It is my senior year, and I would very much like to enjoy it.
I want to enjoy it the way it was for the 3, almost 4 years, that I've been there.

I understand that the change is probably for the "better", but most of the senior
class doesn't support this new rule. We won't win the fight, but we won't be happy.

I love how I'm making such a big deal about it! I don't even go to school dances.
I guess because I am actually planning to go to a dance for once, I'd like to
enjoy it the way everyone else did. That won't be happening though. Go simulated sex!
I'm just kidding. It's inappropriate, I get it. Whatever though. I'm just bored with
my life, so I'm making a big deal about it. I have nothing else to do. Hahaha.

It's kind of like how I made a big deal about Vee being a little snitch. You know?
I'm going to burn her mother fucking house down. Watch your back, bitch. You don't
come from Nogales, to Walnut, thinking you own your little group of friends. If you
are going to throw a party, throw it right. Also, no one likes you at Walnut! :)
I may be 5'0", but I'm ruthless as fuck. I don't care who you THINK you are, honey.

Senior year is almost over. WHAT THE. Time flies. I'm enjoying every second of it.

Monday, March 9, 2009

nom nom nom :)


This isn't something I want to admit,
but I am kind of an ugly person.
Inside and out.
Well, only when it comes to certain things.

I have a very addictive personality.

1. You were right. Cigarettes do have a sentimental value.
I think that's why it's even harder for me to quit.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009


I hate that I am okay with myself being mediocre.

I hate that we fight so much. I wish we would get along.

I don't like that I never have money.

I hate not being able to enjoy my own paychecks.

I hate that I grew up too fast.

I wish I got to enjoy my youth, like others.

I sometimes wish I never picked up on bad habits.

I wish I took the right path that she pushed me toward.

I wish I was more responsible.

I'm so irritated.
It's affecting me.
It's affecting how I do in school.
It's affecting how I work.
I bottle up a lot.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Sunday, February 22, 2009

i didn't know

that I was part of KISS :P

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Monday, February 16, 2009

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Monday, February 9, 2009

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

surprise guest!

Look who i found in my backyard. :]

These are my babies. I love them.



Monday, February 2, 2009


I can't wait until my photobucket shows my old pictures again.
I always have to keep making new photobucket accounts. -_- Ugh;

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Jenny Rathsavong

Gotta have the bed picture.

Polaroids galore.. old hair.

New hair. I want it MORE red though! :[

I'm always in my room now a days.
I love my bed, and my room.

I think I have 3 A's, 1 B, and 1 C. YAYYYY!!!!!!!!
I'm sooo satisfied, except for that C in Anatomy..

Monday, January 19, 2009

Tawnny Dogatzis

Smeagle (me) and Tawnny:

Tawnny's hair:

Saturday, January 17, 2009