music music music

I've decided to plunder everyone's iTunes.
I got new white head phones, which I find being real useful.
The iPod that I've left on my iHome for about a year now,
is actually being put into use.. for once. :)
I couldn't be any happier and more eager to get new music,
or old music that I lost a thousand years ago.

I'm leaving to Las Vegas for Thanksgiving from Wednesday to Saturday/Sunday.
It's suppose to be "family" time, but I doubt that will be the case. It's fine.
I was looking forward to spending Thanksgiving with Paizley & her family. No go.




Also, I've been so tired lately. That's all. Time to read.

enjoyable weekends

I love Fountain Valley kids. Hahaha. They have so much energy. It's surprising.



Paizley Lee. :] Goodbye Cali. Hello New York!



My favorite picture of Adham Taman, ever, besides his baby pictures.

babies

Cousin Angelo. Isn't he cute? Haha.



I think my Momma is beautiful.

grr.

annuals and minus the bear show
heres a pic from my phone of mtb



i got suspended from work for 2 weeks because i missed thursday.
i thought i didn't have work. no call, no show. fuck my life. i'm
in debt. this isn't helping. anyways, goodnight.

tickle monster

Paizley and Eddie. I thought this was cute.






Fountain Valley is the new place to be.
Walnut is such a boring town. The end.

iHate

that Photobucket has a limit.
All the pictures in my journals are now gone.

Wonderful. I love my life.

Looking back won't be any fun.

finally, an update.

It's little pictures like this one, that remind me how beautiful life is.

I took this picture standing on my front lawn.


Life is definitely a beautiful thing. Many of us seem to waste it. Many of us make mistakes, and fix it. Many of us don't. I've really grown as a person over the past few years. I think I've grown more than I have the past few months, than I ever have my whole entire life. My eyes have never been completely shut, unlike others. I like to be aware of my surroundings, but when you're caught up in a mess, you tend to go blind. I went blind, for a long time. I lost my way. It really took a toll on me. At least, I took my consequences and dealt with them. Some seem to run away from their problems, only to find out that it will bite you in the ass later. I've had my ups and my downs. I've been through what I needed to go through, and I'm glad I'm done with it. I can see things more clearly. It's amazing how so many experiences or few people can change the way you look at things.

There are 2 people I'd really like to thank for sticking by me through out the years. Paizley Lee and Adham Taman. They've basically been there since day 1. It's not about who was there with me through it, it's about who actually went through all of this with me. I think it's safe to say those two people have really been there for me. I've come to realize that the world isn't as bad as I thought it was. Recently, I've gotten closer to a few people, who are actually worth of my friendship. I really appreciate that. It's been awhile since I could actually trust someone.

On a lighter note, the weather has been getting colder. This will be another lonely winter, but I don't mind. I think I like being alone. The winter season makes me depressed sometimes. I think I like being depressed though, but doesn't everyone? I am still content with my life. I've been just content for a long time. I still haven't found my happy. I'm sure it'll come one day, when the time is right. For now, it's back to waiting. For awhile, I was impatient. There really is no rush though. Rushing would just put me into a situation I wouldn't want to be in. Then again, I never do things I don't want to do.

I've run out of things to say, so I'll just end it with a few more pictures.












I'm still learning. The End.

flash is fun

excited.

Halloween is such an exciting holiday. :)

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plans for halloween!

USCB for HALLOWEEN! :] GOGOGOGO.



and here are a few silly pictures:

I carved a pumpkin by myself. :) Proud?


My dogs don't like the flash. I thought that was cute. Hehehe. & funny.

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Spiffy

You're getting fat. :)
and I like it.

100mm

I finally got my camera.

Nothing too crazy, cool.. yet. :|

my grades

"Good job, Marielle."

say goodbye to my life

and hello to my soon to be.. baby<3





LENS: $500

CAMERA: $410

favorite pictures from friday & saturday:

B&W w/ Alyssa!

Kathleen, where are you? :)





We're just being silly.

peek-a-boo!

Robin Guerrero (passenger seat)

Brittany Mosely Turner (princess in the back)

Marielle Loreto (driver/chauffeur)

♥

Hello new heart shaped sunglasses,
I am in love with you.


Especially because you have bigger frames. :)
Yes<3

Although,
you do make me look foolish.

1 dance

Out of my FOUR years in high school,
I've only been to ONE dance. So far. Ha.

fair/ucr/diamond

Today was minimum day. Got out at 11:52. Went to Round Table Pizza with all the boys. Went to BMT's to watch tv, hahaha. Picked up Paizley and went to The Village. Jenny picked me up from my house. Ian drove Jenny, Julian, & I to the LA fair. Powerade and B151? I love the silly, fattening foods there. Went to UCR to watch The Roots. Then, to Diamond Plaza (Life Plaza) to eat and take CUE! pictures. :) I had a good day. Pictures later? :]

I have a dentist appointment at 9 am. Fuck my life.

how frustrating

I don't know what exactly it is that I did, but I am not able to send text messages. How frustrating. I've never not texted people for so long. Lol. I hope this gets fixed soon. Shit. Also, tomorrow is minimum day! :) I'm going to the LA fair, so hopefully I see some of you there? My stomach is huge. I feel prego.

& might I add, another good topic in English that we had good conversation flow, or a good debate topic. Yesterdays was better though, "Greed is good." True or false?

lately

I've been job hunting with Robin, hanging out with Paizley & Eddie.. and whoever else they are with, and eating a whole bunch. I need to start running or something. :) I know once I start, I won't stop. It's all a matter of starting, that is the problem.

Sometimes, I wish I looked older. It'd be easier for me to score jobs or something. I look so young, but I am almost 18. Ridiculous. I love working at Robeks and all, but I want to start waitressing.. and I need to start being a hostess somewhere if I ever want to do that. Mhmm.

alchy

It's been awhile since I've had a good buzz.
A very simple, but eventful night.

- school from 8:55-12:00
- Paizley's house for a little
- hang out with Robin at her house
- went to The Village to smoke
- ended up seeing Paizley there
- went home to cut Robin's hair
- Brittany came over to my house
- Brittany, Robin, & I went to go eat
- visited Kyle at work
- Walnut football game (45 to 14)
- Super Arcade
- home to get clothes
- drank at the park
- ran around In-N-Out
- drank more at Justin's
- back to Paizley's

I don't know. I had a good night. :)

LOL

Annie Wong. You kill me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4A2wTsZLDM

time flys

This school year is going by really fast. Faster than I thought it would. I either have three A's and two B's, or one A and five B's. I'm not really sure. Haha.

I don't do much with my life. I get off of school really early. If I'm not working, then I am at home or hanging out with a friend. I don't really hang out with a lot of people, but life is simple and I am enjoying it. :)

As much as I'd like to grow up and be more independent, I still want to stay young and enjoy my youth. You know?

That's all for now.

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